lovelycorpse127

yay!! free at last again... i know not a lot of ppl will read this if not none so im pretty much free to say tht its gone! yay ... again, the feeling is gone again : ) its such a nice feeling cuz 1st ur going through an album on facebook tht ur used to be best friend (tht u really miss) posted and u come across a pick of her cousin tht u used to like and a couple days ago second guessed urself for liking them again ... u stare at the picture and die a little bit in the inside, ur still starring at the picture  (not in awe but somewhat in pain) then realize ur not breathing, u then take a deep breathe and u realize that now u r laughing at his

i miss a lot of things but i really really really really miss my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< but dont get me wrong its not like im getting tortured in the philippines! noooo!!! i love it here!!!! and also i got my modeling done and out of the way (it was lots of fun and i shall upload some pics soon). &nbsp;i have done a lot here and it is great cuz now tht im here i dont have to worry about anything! at all! :) but oh how i miss everyone!! okay idk this is totally off subject its just on my mind!!! and i have to say this. HERE IS THE STORY: i was skyping my sister with my psych cousin right beside me and my sister was saying how she was hanging

so apparently from samantha's point of veiw i am stupid and she is awesome and sadly i agree with her sometimes... so ya im really bored and samantha called me on her house phone cuzz she broke her cell... (and yet she calls ME stupid) so yea im just here and she got tired of me saying im soo bored so she told me to make anther journal and title it : "samantha is awesome and jessica's stupid" so being myself which is stupid jessica i went along with it and now i typing about how stupid i am apparently........... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh destiny was being so stubborn today and it got so annoying bcuz we did a photo at her house in the pouring nuclea